its been 4 months and i guess i have become more unhappy but i dont know if i want to back wit him cuz i dont even believe he even exists but im not sure i feel like some has been lying 2 me but i really want life 2 go on but i really believe i fell in love but i am not sure but i dont even want to go back wit him but i would love to find someone like him in a different sence unless of coarse he is the really person that writes those bueatiful letters and those words that complete my heart with no sence :(